Spiritual and material truth From Father Lazarus

For October 21, 2011

[ Apostle1.com's Note & Commentary:  We have excerpted a certain portion so as to maintain the dignity and privacy of the author and hope the message itself is taken not lightly by all who read this...For even clergy oft times need help and advice from time to time in order for them to ensure their own efforts are not so inclined to do that which this material world often attempts to get them to do... Thus, as our Vladyka +Joseph Thaddeus has said, spiritual food is available to them who pray and them who listen not with ears of the flesh, but with ears of the spirit... as he blesses you with prayers indeed!]

Whatever happens in the months and years ahead I would like the words to be my testimony

to all of you.


The testimony of a life and a vocation.

The journey of a soul.

The journey of a life time.

The offering of an entire priesthood to God.

Some are not happy about this vocation.

Some do not understand it.

On those truly called to this way of life can recognise it in its fullness in another person.

It was like the day another Monk-Priest came to the monastery.

As soon as I saw him without even a word being spoken I knew  he was a Hermit.


Some claim I owe them a debt because of assistance given over the months.

Assistance most gratefully received and never forgotten.

However any time we give to another person or anything with ever give in charity is Gods

time for that person.

And we would not have anything to give in charity unless God had given it to us in the first place.


A solitary ...A Priest can owe no man or woman anything apart from asking them to forgive any sins he has committed against them and then in the silence and solitude of his cell to pray for all, as we sing the Divine Liturgy

"The peace that comes from on high and the salvation of our souls."

All life comes from God alone and returns to God alone within the silence of the Word.

Like it or not it is simply the vocation of some to live in the silence and solitude of the cell.

Some people say this vocation confirms their worst fears or breaks their hearts.

How can we be afraid to do Gods will?

"I am love" knows the way we will bet find peace in our hearts.

The peace this passing world can never give us.

However any of us personally feel about any vocation we should never forget it is better to hear the invitation of God and respond in this life than give account for our refusal on our judgment day.


And God forbid any of us have to give account for deliberately preventing another person from answering their calling.

Some people were not happy, as I did not discuss my vocation with them or involve them in the discernment.


They did not understand this is the natural progress of a solitary.

The more the vocations evolves and deepens, you need only to talk to the spiritual Father or Superior.


Anything else becomes a disturbance of your solitude.

You simply need to speak to that person in an agreed way at an agreed time and have no one else involved in the interior discussions.


In the same way, the solitary ...the Priest prays for all but does not involve himself in affairs that are simply not his concern. Respect for each others solitude becomes increasingly important on this path .

In my cell I never have music or radio , or television .

Recently there was a morning of total silence.

Ten minutes before I was due to celebrate the daily liturgy some one spoke to me .

I asked for the silence to continue.

What that person did not understand is that it is not about a mornings silence and then we can speak.


What it is about is the need, the God given need, for a minute, an hour, a day, a month,

a year; a life time of silence and solitude through that unfolding of an infinity of little moments

The love that will not let us go, increasingly calls us deeper in to our House of God; the gate of Heaven.


For some, the place is part of the vocation. So there can be no alternative to this place because that would be an alternative to the will of God.


A place where you will be alone but never less alone .

Separated from all but united to all in the communion of love.

Alone but never less alone and never less loved .

Once a solitary told me he had received a letter from a person who had lived in the next door cell to him. The person told him in the letter that he had never known what it was to be loved by God until he lived alone in that cell.


I never forgot those words.

A love, a great love that calls us deeper in to the depths to which there are no limits.

A love, a great love , that we live with and in alone in the cell.

A love, a great love that awaits us at death.

The journey to God in God.

The vocation of a life time.

The life of the solitary.

The offering of an entire Priesthood to God.

Father Lazarus

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- Blessed St. John Maximovitch of Shanghai and San Francisco

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Daily News is very important to those who are true Orthodox Catholic Christians.  For without knowing or gaining information for understanding about what is happening in one's local area and around the world, you could  find yourself faced with denied services in the secular area, lack of income, even (although it sounds far-fetched) ability to worship openly for the time is not far off when all will have to decide if they wish to follow the Anti-Christ through the One World Church and One World Government as prophesied by the Apocalypse, the Book of Revelation of St. John or follow the faith delivered once and for all which will cause for many to be denied the abilities to survive under those kind of conditions, causing for one to consider other options. 


Many of those who subscribe to, and some who have caused or are the cause for, these things to happen are involved in or with the Roman Jurisdiction of the Catholic Church (which is not the seat of all things "Catholic") as well as its protestant daughters such as the cultic Jehovah's Witnesses, the Pentecostal Churches, the Church of Latter Day Saints also known as the Mormon Church and far too many more to list. 


Yet, at this web site we do provide some of the reasons about why they are opined to be the harbingers of that which is prophesied in Holy Scripture for the bringing about of the End Times which we have already entered.  It is not necessarily their individual members or parishioners that should be blamed since they are only the "Sheep" and not the Shepherds... So do not think we castigate individual people of themselves as we castigate those "money changers" who Jesus Christ chased out of His Father's House as the Bible Describes; for they exist in these present times too.


Events are already rushing toward that time in which this is beginning to happen and will become more fully wide-spread. In these present times all you need to really do is look around both your local and larger areas as to what is really on-going through.  Things so very little or miniscule that they are barely noticeable except to the more informed observer may become apparent. 

Those little things are the laws of the land, economics, politics, the degrading and erosion of those rights and liberties afforded by the Constitution of these United States of America and many other things such as the manner with which entertainments have taken over much of the populace, entering into and becoming a major focus in worship, and more. 

We ask you, if you don't want to believe us... Have you heard, seen or found what is termed (of the many terms being used) that there are "holding areas" or "camps" or "Closed/Fenced communities" being built by GOVERNMENT? 

Here in North America, especially in the United States of America, we must admit that what Russia has come out of (a communistic, atheist country) we are entering into.  And one last thing that needs also to be understood... Something very important to those of you who are "Catholic" in the Roman sense of its jurisdiction....   And, we believe this also holds true for many who are "Orthodox" whether "Eastern" or "Western"....

[ * Non-Denominational = Synchrestic Ecumenism, Disease of Scholasticism, altering the Life and Teachings of Jesus Christ to accommodate the disease of Political Correctness and CULTIC PROTESTANTISM, and the Roman Jurisdiction (Latin Church = Vatican) of the Catholic Church) breaking of - or failure and refusal to respect and abide by  - the ancient Seven Ecumenical "Do Not" Canons which leaves everything else open to God's gift of creativity... failure & refusal to abide by and have respect for those who diligently protect one of the other Pillars of the Church, the Seals of the Confessional, but "Non-Denominational" also includes worshiping Satan's religion of Muslim, Islam by praying with them and other heretics such as 'Pentecostalism,' 'Jehovah's Witnesses,' 'Mormons,' 'Church of Christ,' any so-called church with "Community Church" in their nomenclature and others who by their false and misleading dogmas and doctrines are actually against the Life and Teachings of Jesus Christ upon whom and for exacting reason we are called "Christian" in both spirit and truth from which non-denominational protestant sectarian claimants have departed from as being so-called Christian] Only a skilled spiritual father can help you!

Remember: You cannot ride two horses or serve two masters for one of them will be harmed by your thoughts, your very words and your actions which is to blaspheme the Holy Ghost (Spirit) who will depart from you.  And when the Holy Spirit departs, the great deceiver (unbeknownst to you) will rush in to fill the void under disguise of being the Holy Spirit!  Testing of the Holy Spirit to insure it is the Holy Spirit does not, for many a Sectarian Protestant and Roman, work because the Great Deceiver (Satan) is most skilled in worming and snaking his charms around your mind and heart to feign being the Holy Spirit.  Remember, Satan has the same gifts similar to the Holy Spirit but Satan's gifts are UN-HOLY and lead all who accept him (unbeknownst to you) to perdition.

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